You're right. The way things are - it isn't appealing at all. I didn't choose it for myself, but it's about doing the right thing and following my calling. The Lord willed it, so it's what I thought I was meant to do.
But then Eiden came along and everything changed. Denying one's self...it can have dangerous consequences and taint good work elsewhere if left unchecked.
Go ahead and mock me - I'm sure you will - but finding the balance in straddling both my duties as a clan member and a devout mediator between worshippers and the God of Klein has finally become more rewarding than I thought possible.
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You're right. The way things are - it isn't appealing at all. I didn't choose it for myself, but it's about doing the right thing and following my calling. The Lord willed it, so it's what I thought I was meant to do.
But then Eiden came along and everything changed. Denying one's self...it can have dangerous consequences and taint good work elsewhere if left unchecked.
Go ahead and mock me - I'm sure you will - but finding the balance in straddling both my duties as a clan member and a devout mediator between worshippers and the God of Klein has finally become more rewarding than I thought possible.